From your prayer letter

Is it really that hard to understand what they should do? I mean, are we really so fearful of messing up things, and that we have no idea just what life is like as a normal, healthy Christian? Why are we so hesitant? Why are we so protective to ourselves? It is especially difficult when those who are closest to you seem to behave like that as well. I continue to hope that they can be more active and pro-active themselves.

This is how I feel these days too. Lonely. Maybe that's the word. Walking in a way different from others is always difficult. When people do not concern about what you concern (especially those closest to you), it is indeed difficult.